There are time when i look at people, and I just wanna say “Dude, there’s more to life than this”. Why fret over a stupid boy, or a friend that doesn’t bother to be honest with you. Let’s be serious, you’re probably not going to stay friends with everyone you talk to right now, and NO you’re definitely NOT going to marry your boyfriend so just get real. If he cared about you, he’d show it; if he wanted to keep you, he’d never dispose of you in the first place. Get the message.
Honestly, I am sick and tired of all the negativity around me; it brings me down. Quit moping around, have some fun! And if you don’t want to have fun, get your freaking life together. Get off your ass, get a job, or find something better to do with your time. There have been times in my life, where I’ve just looked at the people I’ve been hanging around and thought, “why do i even talk to them?”; If you feel that way, just make some new friends…there is no good that will come out of a relationship like that.
I try to be as positive as I can, but that’s something that’s incontrollable. I could actually be considered insensitive, if anything, because there’re only a few rare occurrences where I let things get to me. Thoughhh, positive things always get to me, i’m a “Nicole” in this aspect. A Nicole is a person who likes not to be told what to do. BUT, she likes cute things, and little cute things done for her, like opening the door for her, um, cute thoughtful text messages, and you know all the girly cute shit.
Let’s see, There’s so much I’M looking forward to in these next few months, maybe my excited-ness will influence y’all to look forward to something in the next few months also.
Good friday. TAKS week. Orlando. Prom. Graduation. Sisters wedding.
There have definitely been times in the last year where i have just cut people off from my life. And if you happen to be one of them, don’t take it personally, it was probably something I had to do for me, in order to guarantee my emotional well being :) I cannot think of one person on the top of my mind that i could care enough about to be a disastrous beeotch…and trust me i do that a lot ;).